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Ever since the fateful night of "The Confession", my sister (MB) and I have recovered something of the closeness we'd lost when I smashed her head against the kitchen door two years ago. Although, I wish she'd stop trying to turn me into some sort of social butterfly =/
But yesterday, I welcomed the idea of hitting the wholesale market with her, Farina and Albaab. Shishi had failed to call back about lunch, and after the third row with Mum, I just had to get out of home.
I've never been much of a shopper. In the delicate dance of bargaining, I've got all the grace of a drunken monkey. And I hate spending money. MB on the other hand, is a prima donna ballerina. Resigned to an eveing of playing spectator, I tagged along.
First stop was the phuchka shop on the shaky bridge, where I ended up getting chewing gum stuck to the sole of my shoe. The phuchka wasn't even worth the trouble, but I didn't say so, considering it was Farina's treat.
A quick stop at a shoe shop, where MB bargained, the lovebirds made moogly eyes at one another, and I surreptitiously rubbed the chewing gum off on the floor mat.
The market was at the final half-hour before closing time, and the shopkeepers weren't in the mood to bargain. We came off with a good haul of chips, shoes, facial scrub and hair conditioner anyway, plus free towels.
On the way out, MB grabbed us a couple of Fantas - horrid stuff, all soda and food coloring. As we came down the steps, our stash in our hands, I spotted this kid standing at the bottom of the staircase. Probably 8-12 years old, she was unimaginably filthy, with matted hair caked with mud, both her thin cotton dress and her face streaked an indeterminate shade of brown, snot dripping from her button nose. A dim corner of my mind sent me a mental picture of giving her the thorough hosing she so badly needed.
She pinned me with a look, and I realised she had the most expressive eyes ever. The staredown lasted only a minute, and then I meekly handed her my cup of orange fizz, without even realising that I had intended to. She took it with a solemn nod, as if she had been expecting the act of...what was it? Charity? Generosity? Whimsy? Or merely the spellbound reaction to the look in her eyes?
We parted ways and as I walked to my car, I looked back to see her casually drinking her loot. I was already forgotten...
But yesterday, I welcomed the idea of hitting the wholesale market with her, Farina and Albaab. Shishi had failed to call back about lunch, and after the third row with Mum, I just had to get out of home.
I've never been much of a shopper. In the delicate dance of bargaining, I've got all the grace of a drunken monkey. And I hate spending money. MB on the other hand, is a prima donna ballerina. Resigned to an eveing of playing spectator, I tagged along.
First stop was the phuchka shop on the shaky bridge, where I ended up getting chewing gum stuck to the sole of my shoe. The phuchka wasn't even worth the trouble, but I didn't say so, considering it was Farina's treat.
A quick stop at a shoe shop, where MB bargained, the lovebirds made moogly eyes at one another, and I surreptitiously rubbed the chewing gum off on the floor mat.
The market was at the final half-hour before closing time, and the shopkeepers weren't in the mood to bargain. We came off with a good haul of chips, shoes, facial scrub and hair conditioner anyway, plus free towels.
On the way out, MB grabbed us a couple of Fantas - horrid stuff, all soda and food coloring. As we came down the steps, our stash in our hands, I spotted this kid standing at the bottom of the staircase. Probably 8-12 years old, she was unimaginably filthy, with matted hair caked with mud, both her thin cotton dress and her face streaked an indeterminate shade of brown, snot dripping from her button nose. A dim corner of my mind sent me a mental picture of giving her the thorough hosing she so badly needed.
She pinned me with a look, and I realised she had the most expressive eyes ever. The staredown lasted only a minute, and then I meekly handed her my cup of orange fizz, without even realising that I had intended to. She took it with a solemn nod, as if she had been expecting the act of...what was it? Charity? Generosity? Whimsy? Or merely the spellbound reaction to the look in her eyes?
We parted ways and as I walked to my car, I looked back to see her casually drinking her loot. I was already forgotten...
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$4/month
Half Empty, Half Full
Stuff about Canada I like (no particular order)
1) Fruits
2) Reliable public transportation
3) Boots!
4) Coats
5) Fast Internet
6) Everyone reads
7) Interac
8) No powercuts
9) No cockroaches
Stuff I miss from home
1) The sound of azaan
2) Cheap cell-phones/rates
3)Hand showers
4)Sushi without mayo
5)Cheap clothes
6) Rain with personality
7)Rickshaw rides
8)Milk that tastes like milk
9)Bird song
Waking up in Coquitlam...
...the first thing I become aware of is absence. Absence of light in the pre-dawn darkness. Absence of sound in this quiet suburb where even birds whisper.
I hold my breath, waiting for homesickness to hit me, for nostalgia, or even the crushing disappointment of waking up that haunted me in the final months in Dhaka. Nothing. Here in my cocoon of sensory deprivation, even emotions are absent.
For want for something - anything - I get up, clean my room, get breakfast, water the plants. The cold hits my unaccustomed skin like shards of glass, and I welcome the bite as I breathe in the air, odorless, clean, into my lungs.
Chores dispatched
Taste
I killed an ant today,
crushed it between my teeth
I can still taste its death in my mouth.
Don't know how it found its way in there
but it bit my lip pretty hard
I wonder if it tasted my blood before it tasted my vengeance?
The vengeance I never intended...
Back at one
*2002*
Sixteen eyes glanced up as I walked into the hastily-improvised, windowless brick-and-tin shed that served as a classroom for the fifth graders. Like veteran shoppers at Karwan Bazaar, they scrutinized me, weighing me with their searching gazes, while the wheels in their heads whirred away, labelling, defining, categorising me.
I stood there, a very frightened eighteen year old, in my ill-fitting printed tunic and floppy jeans, white-knuckled from gripping the register copy.
"Class, this is your new English Literature teacher, Sabrina Miss." Tipping a thin-lipped not-smile at me, the slender, balding Language teacher pivoted on his
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